Wednesday, March 16, 2005

writing your obituary

Counter Gossip for Men, wheelchairs for Iraq you were worthless, let's say that together YOU WERE WORTHLESS when i needed real help or when i was feeling down you were completely worthless,
FBI strategy don't pretend you're alive, i have a convincing obituary printed on paper with real ink right here,says so plain as brain fluid. Kathryn Vermeer don't you try to say you miss me and you want to see me, until you lose everything and eat not one hot meal and just eat scraps of food for months and lose everything, and have to start over again from scratch while your 'friends and loved ones' just sit by and pretend to be helpless and ask you why you brought this condition upon yourself, why did you choose to do that? You're putting lies into the situation, you chose to be a goddamn fucking whore a child of the Devil, you all chose to subscribe to dehumanizing agendas and think that you are right because you have support groups who are interested in dehumanization and parental asshole Nazi bitch psychology.
here eat this scum now let's start talking about moving up in the world, Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, i'm moving forward and this is nothing to do with you. I'm going to make it known to everyone the only way you helped me, is that i won't be lied to and decieved again, because i already had practice learning what is real and what is two faced fake backstabbers and you all are two faced fake backstabbers who are only interested in me, when i'm not choosing to fall into poverty, like who would choose to fall into poverty.
the fact is, i found real friends in that situation, and what you should start to admit to yourself, is when you fall into that situation, no one there won't be any helpers for you either, no one is going to care, everyone who is your loved ones, i thought i had loved ones too, wait till you aren't a valuable asset in the social economic dehumanizing game of capitalism and see if you are worth anything without any of your material possessions or status symbols. Alien Gray tend to horse in the stable, southern France see the attractions,,
you aren't worth anything, but i know i made something out of nothing, and you have been replaced, and you can now be discarded, i don't need to do anything illegal , i'm just writing your obituary save it for a rainy day, (maybe i'm just writing song lyrics) Max Frederick Meyer i think that Steamers Concept-1 now just list childhood memories for fun Lurch Montauk Project, inch worm pretending to be typing something important over there. preteen inch worm finance York Nebraska the Chances R. seep back into flashbacks i'm in brownie troop 69 i don't think there is any arguments that is going to make your existence justified, at least when you go before a real judge of Heaven you will most certainly be rejected for being such a materialistic fake, back on earth when you had a human body all you did was go shopping and stayed self centered and were never giving to anyone except maybe threw a little money at a charity to make yourself feel less guilty for being such a spiritually diseased neurotic asshole living in fear and taking out your self hatred on everyone else.
maybe Brian thought he was my controller and when they didn't get an e-mail from me for 3 or 4 days, they figured i was dead. I'm just charging up so when things really start getting under way, desert you in my rocket fuel start talking to a more generalized public. I just want to have a good self portrayal and how to get out of it, when someone becomes a victim of their parents and loved ones, when the parents and loved ones are just showering you with candy coated death wishes, and i don't even want to try to imagine what was going on behind my back anymore.
you're really manipulative you can talk your way in and out of anything can't you? I bet you're used to a lot of things going your way, and making things not go someone else's way. I suppose the longer i stay alive, the more that things aren't going your way, because you're only agenda is dehumanizing like try to drag everyone to hell with you, you already are in hell, it shows in your behavior and your attitude towards others, don't you try to pretend to be positive everything you spend your day doing is dehumanizing and is all dedicated to a dehumanizing slave class agenda, slaves to who? I've been trying to figure that out myself. I just know that the heirarchy of this Ladder of Success, might be thousand steps, and you only know about the first 33 levels, and the further up you go on the ladder of social economic dehumanizing success, then the more steps you are taking up in the material world, then spiritually the more steps you are taking down into your burning eternal hellfire. "why can't I enjoy myself?" you try to make up arguments to justify your greed and your compulsive shopping, just because everyone else is doing it. we're all on a downward spiral to oblivion, gotta get that last shopping excursion i'm only getting older, it's because you are unbelievers in the Hereafter that you shop so compulsively , you see no reward after death, and it shows in your actions. Anyone who is acting in a selfless manner that expresses a believe that there is more good to come, and only gets better, while you have been trained by dehumanizing industrial Devil propaganda that it only gets worse and retirement is your ultimate relief from all this, like how can you enjoy working when you are 60 years old, i quit i retire now while i can enjoy the youth, but then the fascist Nazi scum step in and wonder why you aren't working manage a business over the internet, an travel all over the world, or won't your employer let you do that, or maybe there are other factors holding you down (like jail bars or a coffin and a body that won't wake up) well at least there was justice in the end Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, through Bry Ministries and the Church of Satan Humanitarian i'm going to capitalize on this anti-capitalist bandwagon now so if you will excuse me...

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