getting your act together

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Whitney Haruf was at the Cinderella pied piper play around with my saxophone see if this fairy tale frisbee i found out there is something besides ordinary Flubber anti gravity experiments Epcot Center the cat from outter space Helen from Oregon my aunt Helen we all were witches eventually. Suck the energy at night, that's when my scramble comes out, digital technology ain't nothing but a g-thang.
libero.it certified Lord, i can create and destroy universes yet and that ain't no caffinated delusion of grandeur i know how to talk and i have words come out my glowing white fingers, just like Moses only bring it to the cyber era. Sandy blond puppy dog eyes, bolt.com "your Singer" that was Mandy Adams she was going to be my singer. These girls can only put me on hold for another 312 centuries then i'm going to do the album by myself. Have to get the weird wobbles warbles, word function makes it Lizzy fresh, you know you always liked it Lizzy fresh. Molly play with the erotic properties of numbers alone the number 532345 is very frisky to me. I always loved that number.
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Cram cluster that time sequence China Air nonstop to Beijing and ambassador Garzuela Robriziug climb out, whiskers look perfect, Garfield, Gary Larsen i think this is a little out of your league but you asked for it.
Thanks for making me a fighter, because you are beautiful in every single way, words can't bring us down, so don't you bring me down today. No matter what they say "i'm calling the police" no matter what they say "you're going to regret this e-mail" no matter what they say, so don't you bring me down today.. (pause and bow to the cyber applause) i'm not pretending you should see my career blossoming.
(*encore paragraph presentation)Econo-Christ that was that punk rock band i saw at the Malone Center in 1991.. 1992.. or so, had to be home for curfew, they had green dreadlocks, punk rock and goth in Lima Peru, Machu Picchu want to talk to you about the Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, not that you have my attention. Islam work Islam out in taxes Islam and then Islam got a fairy sentient being Thurday I ain't playin' fool. That was a tough e-mail touch e-mail, i'm supposed to reach out of the e-mail and touch you, tickle tickle my love. (before another lovers spat, lots of blushing and flustered hormones involved these days).
kurt

first response from newsgroup

scientisemetemology Inviato: 01/04/2005 19:12 Tye Zaharia The subject of understanding revolves around the simple fact that no matter what we live through or manage in our lives, the observational aspect of ourselves are the true matter of Divine knowledge. It leeks to the bottom of the ratio bucket looking up into the circular externalization and realization in which we are human, but all divinity is progressional through our acceptance of reality around us being what it is in every manner of living.For instance, a limb being severed.One sees the loss of the appendage and in one instance they find it difficult to imagine themselves managing without it.In another instance they see themselves becoming stronger, wiser without it.
Omecronysm is the circumference of all knowledge.It becomes the final step in accumulating all reason, logic and wisdom surrounding the religious/spiritual subject. -------------------------------------RESPONSE (SORT OF)
I hope my libero.it is reaching your hotmail.com . but yeah let's see i'm looking at your e-mail and trying to dissect the meaning line per line, Um the first part i'm having difficulty with, er well, i'm not sure if this e-mail is like thoughts that i can adopt into my own personal babbling skills. Or if it's an attempt at behavior modification or all/none of the above. Or words to help expand my mind, or disguised to look like they are expanding my mind, but really throwing my perception off course from whatever it will take to be truly happy. Don't think i want to be stronger and wiser, i'll keep my arms and be weak and dumb (?) Er well i remember now i said something about David and Goliath, and the one who appeared stronger was the one who lost the battle. Sometimes people tell me to be happy with what i have, but usually the people that are telling me that, are people who have a lot more than me, so they are just saying it so i won't get into their league in the competition of life. Throwing out words is a competitive endeavor sometimes. I don't know if this e-mail is within my intellectual capacity to grasp, I suppose i'm getting a taste of my own medicine. I got kinda smooth with that J'lo talk yesterday didn't I, mixing in stigmatas and exorcism subject matter in the same one. Acceptance of the exterior surroundings, i dunno they don't accept me, and then are always projecting this polite manipulative behavior designed to make me feel welcome, while finding subtle ways that my deeper cognizance (the subconscious mind) will understand that i am being insulted, but will not tell my conscious mind about it, so that it starts eating away at me, but i don't really know the cause of what's eating away at me, so they can tell me that it's my own imagination and I am crazy. That's sort of what this e-mail looks like, trying to convince my subconscious mind that i would be happy or more wise without an arm, how am i going to practice writing my next e-mail if i'm missing my arm?
Ratio bucket are we talking about umm, er no when i use ratio i think of "what is the ratio of girls to man in this room" i don't want to be left in a sausage fest, as i transcend to larger circles, oh i get it as we go up this cylindrical bucket the umm, circle gets gradually bigger, but theroetically the number of circles of varying size we are working with is infinite. I don't have to explain that, no one ever explains their motivations to me either, that's the general fashion now. My knowledge circumference got really tender, and was like a living amoeba, (did i spell that right?) I dunno this book of Mormon says something about the acquiring of all knowledge that can be acquired and the mysteries of God, but i think that's just self deception too, since we have a narrow scope of the conscious mind to work with, we are always guilty of tunnel vision because if we expand our intake of cognitive perception too much, we'll get overload of too much incoming information that hasn't been processed, and then we suffer hallucinations, and creates holes in the aura Suzanne was making me worry about holes in the aura where others can get into my soul, come on in girls, come on in to my aura my love(s) i'm inviting you into the holes in my auras because i did some drugs and made holes in my auras according to Suzanne's theory.
I'm trying not to be too vague, but even when i'm specific it's all on the infinite spectrum of vague/specific, and no matter how specific what i am saying appears, it will always have things that will be infinately more vague and infinately more specific, that's how the microscope can enlarge what i'm saying and get more details, or we can get words that engulf the meaning of entire universes, or it depends on what the individual even knows about what you are talking about, or what i know what these words can be used for, and this always leaves room for a lot of telepathy and psychic interaction to fill in the gaps, (i think i should go masturbate now, maybe that should clear things up a little?) physiological er no we're getting into the human organism getting down to the basics. But there's nothing more basic than this coffee house pseudo- intellectualism (i was going to write a pseudo intellectual proof that pseudo intellectualism can't exist because words are too powerful and functional, or words are too intellectual to be pseudointellectual) at least i'm making an attempt to communicate directly, everyone else is just being vague to open up holes in my aura for psychic attack, so i can do all the changing of my philosophy and they can just sit on their thrones and high horses so let's read this e-mail on day 3 of this cyber battle my love(s) usually i think when violence is brought up in a mixture of abstract philosophy, i think the violence and bodily harm is what they hope to impose upon me but now that intention has been pushed into some Reiki Allah disposal sight to be converted into blessings from the Lord, and no human behavior codes are necessary to achieve these blessings, this doctrine involves no behavior modification whatsoever, except to have half a brain and act a little more human and a little less reptilian and cold hearted just because everyone else is following the trend of super intelligent polite manipulative mass murderer (like George W. Bush for instance, or Jesus Christ) and being a follower or participating in their programs, only makes them a part of the mass murder machine the money loving hate and death machine (but we get into clusters and love each other and ourselves while competing with other money-love teams in order to be happy when others fall and die, and their arms fall off) i will accept and appreciate my external surroundings, i will accept and appreciate my external surroundings, maybe the act of rejecting is really an act of acceptance? You know like having a fight so you can make up and have better sex?
kurt

yin yang beholder

it gets tiring, to dissect the hehavior of the backstabbers who put on such a pretty mask on the surface, and get mad when you aren't convinced of something just because they repeat it over and over again. The gospel needs to be repeated to you over and over again, obey the 10 commandments (i think there isn't anyone who could get more old fashioned than the phrase "obey the 10 commandments") where did that get that catch phrase from the year 3000 BC like fashion keep up with that times that is sooooooo 3000 BC usually we scold people when they are doing something that is a year or two old, but obey the 10 commandments that is sooooooo 3000 bc of them to say such a thing. New prophets modernize the interpretation of God's purpose according to what the gerbils upon gerbils are able to comprehend,
don't think a dysfunctional family can be a family of God, how many perfect families have you seen in the Bible? How many families are like Christian families today, just put on a pretty plastic mask/exoskeleton when you are presenting yourself to the public eye, how did they record all the goosip accurately in biblical times anyway? How do i know this isn't just like journalism today, where it's just a bunch of authoritarian horseshit just a bunch of lies and half truths just a bunch of propaganda, how do i know that Jacob didn't have sex with the pharoah's woman or whatever, they always have some convincing evidence "look it was ripped in the back , while i was trying to run away, " maybe he opened his cape and fucked her really hard, and she ripped the back of his cloak with her fingernails, and then when she wanted a second round, he was just trying to get out of the room to appear innocent,
that's all the Bible is, acting classes, how to pretend you are righteous, the bible teaches people how to lie better. It's all oriented towards flesh trade and slave trade games, that's why overworking your inferiors is discussed the least and then we concentrate on these Commandments these vague generalizations that always can be broken if you have a good reason anyway.
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Martin buber that was his name don't wear it out, the teasing exterior surroundings Mike Patton John Zorn a little bit of Nirvana, feline amplifier had a feline eyebrows, Cincinatti is really taking care of Iowa today, and that's a fact, i don't have to reference the Bible to verify is Cincinatti is taking care of Iowa today, i know that to be true I have valid data
Bible doesn't say that Cincinatti is taking care of Iowa , and yet it is true, so there are a few things that the Bible didn't anticipate. I know it's hard to believe,we've been so brainwashed to believe that the Bible is the beginning and the end of truth. I think Christians are against Darwinism because it might point out how they are a bunch of Goliaths, and they think it's spiritually and the closest to God survive. Well the Bible tells us to murder them if they aren't as close to god as we are. At least you have a book of truth to excuse all your asshole behavior, you need not think for yourself, just always reference something out of the Bible.
It's more like David and Goliath(s)
perfect Beetle volkswagon Lexus older Lexus chris and Paul Byers want to annoy salida colorado say that Jack Byars is probably the most spiritual person i met, usually the kindest person is the one who gets cancer and they are the disposal sight for all the spiritual ill power hungry leaders can't you see spiritualy the physical realm is proof of what's going on spiritually,there are heirarchies and no justified reason why Dave at the Vineyard is in control of money, no justified reason at all, you can say God gives you the authority over and over again, Mormons do it to, but the Devil gave you the idea to say "God gave me the authority" the Devil , Satan , gives them the idea to say "god gave me the authority" God is not an entity of authority no creator would create humans to suffer and have power structure "we are controlling you for your own protection" is another Satan oriented statement, that's they think they are more resopnsible with the power of money on this planet that Satan has given the Churches of this material world, church is a material manifestation of the Devil, God doesn't care about temples and congregations only cares about a good heart,
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Kurt was dead, write words when my bod goes away from this planet, these words will stay behind and last longer than the Bible and the Qur'an these are the new words of self preservation Poppy got a brand new twat fruita Grand Junction there was never a time when i felt more alive than the time that Brian thought i was dead. Still haven't figured that out, sometimes i lose my temper puzzles and riddle paradox MIT literature leave you with something else that is even more difficult to figure out Cydonia Inc. payroll Malaysia Student Council that was Tara Christiansen just start putting out names that i'll be talking about for behind their backs, Mary Mattern Randy Douthit keep this plot structure moving Tom Gonnerman inner wear from that peeping Lord. Muslim Student Association "i forgive you for cheating" good i'll go to do it again, how do you play this game of Love this Christian bitch on the trinity broadcasting network said love is not a game, that's part of her devilish game is to say "love is not a game" the reverse psychology made her wickedly seductive to pretend to be a 20 year old virgin probably could even deceive a polygraph test that's how good of liars they are when they get really get really close to the Devil , er i mean the Lord (same thing) split personality of the yin-yang Beholder.

writing your obituary

Counter Gossip for Men, wheelchairs for Iraq you were worthless, let's say that together YOU WERE WORTHLESS when i needed real help or when i was feeling down you were completely worthless,
FBI strategy don't pretend you're alive, i have a convincing obituary printed on paper with real ink right here,says so plain as brain fluid. Kathryn Vermeer don't you try to say you miss me and you want to see me, until you lose everything and eat not one hot meal and just eat scraps of food for months and lose everything, and have to start over again from scratch while your 'friends and loved ones' just sit by and pretend to be helpless and ask you why you brought this condition upon yourself, why did you choose to do that? You're putting lies into the situation, you chose to be a goddamn fucking whore a child of the Devil, you all chose to subscribe to dehumanizing agendas and think that you are right because you have support groups who are interested in dehumanization and parental asshole Nazi bitch psychology.
here eat this scum now let's start talking about moving up in the world, Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, i'm moving forward and this is nothing to do with you. I'm going to make it known to everyone the only way you helped me, is that i won't be lied to and decieved again, because i already had practice learning what is real and what is two faced fake backstabbers and you all are two faced fake backstabbers who are only interested in me, when i'm not choosing to fall into poverty, like who would choose to fall into poverty.
the fact is, i found real friends in that situation, and what you should start to admit to yourself, is when you fall into that situation, no one there won't be any helpers for you either, no one is going to care, everyone who is your loved ones, i thought i had loved ones too, wait till you aren't a valuable asset in the social economic dehumanizing game of capitalism and see if you are worth anything without any of your material possessions or status symbols. Alien Gray tend to horse in the stable, southern France see the attractions,,
you aren't worth anything, but i know i made something out of nothing, and you have been replaced, and you can now be discarded, i don't need to do anything illegal , i'm just writing your obituary save it for a rainy day, (maybe i'm just writing song lyrics) Max Frederick Meyer i think that Steamers Concept-1 now just list childhood memories for fun Lurch Montauk Project, inch worm pretending to be typing something important over there. preteen inch worm finance York Nebraska the Chances R. seep back into flashbacks i'm in brownie troop 69 i don't think there is any arguments that is going to make your existence justified, at least when you go before a real judge of Heaven you will most certainly be rejected for being such a materialistic fake, back on earth when you had a human body all you did was go shopping and stayed self centered and were never giving to anyone except maybe threw a little money at a charity to make yourself feel less guilty for being such a spiritually diseased neurotic asshole living in fear and taking out your self hatred on everyone else.
maybe Brian thought he was my controller and when they didn't get an e-mail from me for 3 or 4 days, they figured i was dead. I'm just charging up so when things really start getting under way, desert you in my rocket fuel start talking to a more generalized public. I just want to have a good self portrayal and how to get out of it, when someone becomes a victim of their parents and loved ones, when the parents and loved ones are just showering you with candy coated death wishes, and i don't even want to try to imagine what was going on behind my back anymore.
you're really manipulative you can talk your way in and out of anything can't you? I bet you're used to a lot of things going your way, and making things not go someone else's way. I suppose the longer i stay alive, the more that things aren't going your way, because you're only agenda is dehumanizing like try to drag everyone to hell with you, you already are in hell, it shows in your behavior and your attitude towards others, don't you try to pretend to be positive everything you spend your day doing is dehumanizing and is all dedicated to a dehumanizing slave class agenda, slaves to who? I've been trying to figure that out myself. I just know that the heirarchy of this Ladder of Success, might be thousand steps, and you only know about the first 33 levels, and the further up you go on the ladder of social economic dehumanizing success, then the more steps you are taking up in the material world, then spiritually the more steps you are taking down into your burning eternal hellfire. "why can't I enjoy myself?" you try to make up arguments to justify your greed and your compulsive shopping, just because everyone else is doing it. we're all on a downward spiral to oblivion, gotta get that last shopping excursion i'm only getting older, it's because you are unbelievers in the Hereafter that you shop so compulsively , you see no reward after death, and it shows in your actions. Anyone who is acting in a selfless manner that expresses a believe that there is more good to come, and only gets better, while you have been trained by dehumanizing industrial Devil propaganda that it only gets worse and retirement is your ultimate relief from all this, like how can you enjoy working when you are 60 years old, i quit i retire now while i can enjoy the youth, but then the fascist Nazi scum step in and wonder why you aren't working manage a business over the internet, an travel all over the world, or won't your employer let you do that, or maybe there are other factors holding you down (like jail bars or a coffin and a body that won't wake up) well at least there was justice in the end Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, through Bry Ministries and the Church of Satan Humanitarian i'm going to capitalize on this anti-capitalist bandwagon now so if you will excuse me...

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reject the nurturing of your parents, i'm not into that weird shit. I would think mentioning Molly Jennifer and Kelsea and Erin is one step away from the nurturing that mom and dad are encouraging, they want to nurture me with candy coated demonic betrayal that's nothing but horse manure out of your soul stupid bitch
medicaire goddamn sucks shit Smalls Clone industries Nathan said that i can stay with the firm until i have all my desires exhausted, a corporation to fulfill all my desires and all my needs on a whim and when my desires are exhausted, leave it to the Catholics you know the catholic church funded Hitler, Jesus Christ is not perfect "look at what Their Branch of the Christian church did" look at what all those stupid assholes did Methodist Darwin Vineyard get back to Chris and Paul Byers in a jazz concert i had a saxophone in SAlida should have gone to that coffee house for open mic who was that wanna be starbucks get into Salida Colorado culture Avon Aspen getting a mix Telluride if you want to hang out in pockets of unreality with The Devil that's just a tarot card i ain't scared of Death or the Devil
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vant vant like William Burroughs vampire impressions in self levitation and dream is a separate reality still getting things accomplished kissed a little black girl in the dream "i like your kisses" that was like Monica when we first met, Dreams might remind me of initial encouter with a hottie, but they are not flashbacks in this case, they are connecting to parallel realities that resemble our memories, so dream is actually something Quantum, and not a brian chemistry mishap, and er i mean brain chemistry, all the REM and RWM rapid whisker movement are the result and not the cause, of visits to parallel realities with the mysterious multidimensional soul and if you don't think that's a fact then you go ponder the mysteries of the universe and watch Twilight Zone marathon and tell me that this isnt' the truth Hossifer

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i think genocide of the white executive political American classes would be a good start to equality and freedom in America, like total anarchy and chaos dude! to preserve our freedom could start by eliminating those greedy businessmen in Jaguars and Mercedes who are taking it away from us. It's only a start, but I think. Almost suffocating with the animalistic behavior of the people, sort of reptilian deep primitive Lizard Totem Pole culture United States is a reptilian New World Order oriented reptilian culture, police just stopped them and said give me your license, got bored and got real. They were rude, they just act nice in your face, get reptilian airport, Saudi Arabia baby in the ticket reservation they will basically break down your self esteem if you want to try to build up your self esteem. Kurt you are an asset. i'm ordering 4 more lines get more Bunni the prophet Bunni and Felix are my favorites in the bible mentions a Unicorn in the King James too, there are abnormalities i don't care about mainstream biblical talk there is Bunni and Felix those are my favorite bible and the unicorn get this over with. This suck Hello Kitty Children's Foundation Fund of Peru, you don't care about anything but your career and poisoning the environment with chemicals, and staying reclusive in some mediocre mundane materialistic lifestyle, so what should i care about anything but elimination of the leaders who promote this death machine. It's not a machine that's schizophernic interpetation can i diagnose myself before you get a chance? Kurt need help give me money and i'll feel help goddamn reptile scum!
Money is tool of reptile scum.
cell phone dying at least i stand up for something besides just self gratification through selling my soul to the capitalist hate and death machine and say i'm doing good because this is what my parents want the best for me, to conform to the norm like a bunch of matieralistic American snobs, very soothing to get out of Hopi United STates of America Here in Malta say that again Here in Malta we know differently air museum Freemason reptile tricks with telepathy daddy's radiation and tractor beam, radiation make you hate yourself for wanting to have a mind of your own, daddy's tractor beam pull you in and lovingly commit you to the insane asylum, it that isn't calming parenting skills for a child i don't know what is.
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